The tears of pain....in my heart forever

The tears of pain are oozing away

Even if I pass away from this world

You will still remain in my heart

Your memories will linger in my heart forever

I’ve become forlorn

Your love I have been deprived of

Lonesome and hopeless I have become…

The tears of pain are oozing away

There is no escape from the pricks of this pain and grief

Today there is no one to see my hopeless condition

There is no one to aid me, but you alone

I wish to give my heart to no one but you

My heart wishes to see no one but you

My heart is over shadowed by this ill-fate…

Even if I pass away from this world

You will still remain in my heart

Your memories will linger in my heart forever

You will still remain in my heart

The tears of pain …

Never mind even if my soul leaves my body…

And even if my bones disintegrate into soil

I will love you

I’ll always cherish you in my heart

There’s no way darling that your memories

Would fade away from my heart

Even if my heart stops beating I will never stop loving you

You are the pure love of my heart that will never fade away

My heart was filled with such sweet hope

 I so badly wanted to live my life with you

However, I am deprived of that luck in this world

That, on the written destiny cannot be changed

My heart assures me that I can get your everlasting love in heaven

My heart wishes to meet you hence forth

The tears of pain are oozing away

Letting go...

Easy to let go…

Desperately dropping your soul low

One hint to stand up

One dream for someone to catch up

Faster to run

Yet never know the fun

Holding inside you

Going mad like zoo

Refresh your Heart

Don’t let go on your part

Click with your dreams

Never fear the screams

Breathe slowly as your heart beats

Wait till your breath and soul meet

Find a way to Hold

Coz your soul is worth more than Gold

By M. Nina Ali

The Seekers - I'll never find another you (1968)

one amazing song... lovely lyrics... old time fav classic...

From The Seekers farewell concert July 7 1968 in London. The last time they sang this song as a group in the sixties. I hope these few videos give you good memories and can help to keep their songs and music alive.We can not let them be forgotten. I'll never find another you is composed by Tom Springfield and was recorded at Abbey Road studioes in London november 4 1964. "I'll never find another you" was to become their first number one hit in the UK 1965. And by the way,Judith overslept and got late to the studio that day :)

Joe Nichols - I'll Wait For You

Every time I hear this song I cry like a baby.. .it’s amazingwhat love makes a person do… Every time I hear this song... I have to turn away to whoever I'm with cause it makes me cry...

Joe Nichols - If Nobody Believed In You

Oh i just love Joe's voice.. it has egde in it... and his lyrics are god beautiful and meaningful

MY OWN SHALL COME TO ME

My favorite poem of all time… first time I read it I was in grade one and It was on my birthday... It was in a gift book I got…

MY OWN SHALL COME TO ME

If John Burroughs (1837-1921) had never written any other poem than "My Own Shall Come to Me," he would have stood to all ages as one of the greatest of American poets. The poem is most characteristic of the tall, majestic, slow-going poet and naturalist. There is no greater line in Greek or English literature than "I stand amid the eternal ways."

Serene I fold my hands and wait,
Nor care for wind, nor tide, nor sea.
I rave no more 'gainst time or fate,
For lo! My own shall come to me.

I stay my haste, I make delays,
For what avails this eager pace?
I stand amid the eternal ways,
And what is mine shall know my face.

Asleep, awake, by night or day
The friends I seek are seeking me;
No wind can drive my bark astray,
Nor change the tide of destiny.

What matter if I stand alone?
I wait with joy the coming years;
My heart shall reap when it has sown,
And gather up its fruit of tears.

The stars come nightly to the sky;
The tidal wave comes to the sea;
Nor time, nor space, nor deep, nor high,
Can keep my own away from me.

The waters know their own and draw
The brook that springs in yonder heights;
So flows the good with equal law
Unto the soul of pure delights.

JOHN BURROUGHS.

Way back home …

This is where my life begins, or at least in the eyes of others it is. I am 30 years old, I loved and lost... But this only I know… as people usually assumes I am successful women with lonely life... I have no friends no family… only thing I have is myself and just a little bit of hope… a hope to get back home. My only problem is I don’t know where it is or whether it existed. I just only know all I want is go home… for almost 2 decades I try to figure out what’s in my heart, how I feel, but have never been successful. My only magic is I can tell what’s in other person’s heart and mind by hearing and looking at their face... They say your eyes and your face is the door to your soul… trust me I believe that. And that’s where my life starts.
There have been many times I have think of my childhood and it always brings tears in my eyes. With experience of time I made a deal with my heart that it’s best not to open the books of my past. It’s a blessing that no one but I know my past. May be this is because I eloped and came and started living here where no one knew who I was except my name. My name is Shine Michaels and no one knows what I came here for... only that I came here a decade and little more years before as university student. I ended up being one of the best psychology student oxford ever saw. And that was when the morning star of my career shined. People tell me all the time I am one of the best psychologist, best counselor, and there is nothing I have no solution for. I always found a way out for them. But it’s amazing what people don’t know about that here I am 30 yrs old and still can’t solve riddle of my hearts and my thoughts, can’t put words in my feeling. And still haven’t found my alleyway out.
Today I won this amazing award”BEST PSYCHOLOGIST AWARD “of the year. And I went up the stage to say few words, and when I went up there the only thing I could manage was a thank you. By looking at the crowd and lights flashing in to my eyes... Slowly I saw my past memories flushing back in my mind. As it was happening at that same jiffy, my entire life stood in front of me… it felt like my entire life passed within those few seconds. Only thing I could do was stoop my head take a heavy breath and say thanking you and then find a way out of the crowd, where I can stand with my thoughts and feelings.

Daddy

It gives me pain,
When I recall the good old days,
The times when I use to sit on his lap,
And play in the rain,

I remember all those days,
When he use to feed me,
And took me on the shoulder,
Showed me the heaven in earth,

I still remember his nap,
From which he never got up,
And took all my happiness away,

I wish I was gone with him,
‘Coz he is the only one I had,
But now he is my only sweet memories


Copyright© 03rd April 1998 Mariyam Nina Ali

Remember I’m always there…

If you ever need someone to talk to,
Remember that I am always there for you
If you ever get into trouble,
Come to me and I’ll give you a warm cuddle,

If you are sad and wearing a frown on your face,
I will give you my smile instead in its place,
If you are hurt and your heart is torn apart,
I will give you my affection and mend
you’re broken your heart,

If you are exhausted and about to fall,
I’ll give you my hand and remind you
this is a friendship after all,

Whatever you need, whenever it may be,
I assure you that you can always depend upon me…


Copyright© 10th October 1998 Mariyam Nina Ali

Memories

Tears fall from my heart
Unknown to my memories part
Slow the days go
Yet tears flow

The lazy smile of yours
Open unknown doors
Makes me hate the feeling
Yet my hearts beating

Watching the scene…
Wondering what could have been
Always waiting for the sun to shine
Never realizing the time was mine

Declining the existence of Mike
Letting the mind strike
The feeling of loosing the dock
While my soul was sailing through shock


-Mariyam Nina Ali-